feelings of being home
FRUIT i mean we have fruit in melbourne but you can get your dad to buy you fruit!!!
drove past the beaches. they nice to look at.
hugged my stinky stupid dog, kicked a ball, he ran the opposite direction then came back and whined at me because he was upset he couldnt find it.
looked around the house, the house i remember in my dreams is slightly different so i get confused when i come home. wandered into parents room and theres all these baby photos of me and my brother. got all emotional like awww yeah! these guys love us! i forgot! (i come home like twice a year so i sometimes forget they exist)
also AUSTAR (foxtel/ cable)
holy crap! i can watch the cooking channel! and fox! and theres some sort of teen mom marathon on mtv omggggggg
i could cry from the tv haha.
"You know that point in your life when you realize the house you grew up in isn’t really your home anymore? All of a sudden even though you have some place where you put your shit, that idea of home is gone…it just sort of happens one day and it’s gone. You feel like you can never get it back. It’s like you feel homesick for a place that doesn’t even exist. Maybe it’s like this rite of passage, you know. You won’t ever have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for your kids, for the family you start, it’s like a cycle or something. I don’t know, but I miss the idea of it, you know. Maybe that’s all family really is. A group of people that miss the same imaginary place."
-Garden State (via abowloforanges)
i love garden state. i haven’t lost home yet but it freaks me out that some of my childhood friends parents have sold their homes and other people are living where we used to play.